|
Assholes!
I'm really getting tired of assholes. and cokeheads. Not that I'm the virgin fucking
Mary and actually I can be quite the asshole myself when i put my mind to it.... but
I'm talking about guys here. Usually, if I'm dating someone or into someone or whatever -- I fuck it up on purpose. I fuck it up because I don't think I should be happy. Getting too serious? Feeling Blissful? Let's do something awful to fuck it up because I don't deserve to find a cool guy -- that would fuck up my theory that men are inferior beings and nothing but pawns in my quest for world domination. That would give some guy the validity of being someone important -- someone who actually makes me happy. that would give him power and he might get an ego. God forbid -- can't have that. So I always fuck it up -- on purpose. Yeah I'm
definitely fucked in the head regarding this issue -- but hey at least I'm aware of it. What I'm not used to, however, is when I get thrown a curve ball every now and then by a guy who is a BIGGER asshole than me! And the worst part is when the dude is an asshole once -- apologizes -- and then is an even bigger asshole the next time we hang out, doing something ten times as awful as what he did to piss me off in the first place. wait -- hmm maybe he's not an asshole, maybe he's just an idiot. Well I guess he can be both. I mean, I wasn't sure guys like that existed -- at least not ones that I couldn't out-asshole. But here in Vegas, well I guess this is where they come to breed. They must have a field of baby asshole pods in the desert since we've got all that space out here. Yeah, that must be it. And I'm so over cokeheads. I've done my fair share and I have to say -- it's lame. It does nothing good for anyone and ruins lives and for what -- to make people forget they're NOBODY by infusing them with grand
verbiage about mundane things about which they will waste hours rambling....forget that shit. Last time I had the displeasure, I thought I was gonna have a heart attack. I have decided that if I'm gonna live here, I can't keep getting pissed off like this. I came here to chill, and chill I will. What I have to do is realize there are very few quality people living out here -- and rather than be friends with the bloodsuckers and assholes for the sake of having friends -- I need to
eliminate the toxins from my life, period. This includes fast food, beer, and assholes. and cokeheads. Ok well maybe not all beer. I have to go work out now.
-Ms. Korby
|
